Welcome to Clownland

„In recent months I’ve noticed how much of a safety net the clown has given me in my sobriety (as I approach 4 years in November), I’ve found strength in being involved in nightlife whilst taking it with a pinch of salt and creating a tongue-in-cheek parody of the ‘fool’ I felt for so many years before going sober. 

I thought I’d lost my identity, spark and creativity in nightlife when I went sober, but really the plunge made me start to scratch the surface and crave a whole new purpose and direction.
Mimicking a clown-esque character; a persona with a blacked out gaze with the power to literally paint on emotion or a sense of consciousness really resonates with how I acted on the outside – and I felt on the inside for so long in my life. „ –  Cain